Allix Mortis On Earth

The misadventures and musings of Allix Mortis


Bad Ass Black Goths: A Photoset For You To Reblog & Throw In People’s Faces

by Nuestra Hermana

In case you didn’t know, there has always been a lot of backwards ass racist sentiments towards black goths. Statements like, “there aren’t any black goths”, “black people just don’t look right as goth”, “Black goths are scary”, “Black people shouldn’t be goth” are prominent throughout the internet and within clubs and community circles.

Translated, these statements in their simplest root read something along the lines of: Black people cannot be gothic because they are not white.

Of course, not every non-black goth is this way but you will see more than plenty proclaim any of the above without a thought of how erasing and racist it is towards black goths.

Recently, I read someone posting something along the very same sentiment, claiming they had never seen a black person “pull off” being goth.

This here, is for all of you dears who truly believe that. I’m here to simply show you that Black goths do it real fucking well & are just as dark souled & artistically amazingly magnificent in the goth community (if not even more, yes, I did just say that to you.)

If you don’t know much about this or simply don’t believe me, you can read more for yourself here , where someone is asking for advice on “on how you would approach one” and here, where someone claims that black people make terrible vampires (TW: racist slurs)… and here where a black goth is attacked for simply asking if there are any other black goths in his area.

If you’re black and goth and want some support:

Black & African American Goths

Black/African-American Goths (364 members! Yes.)

Ps: I had a bunch more pictures but I couldn’t fit them in to this photoset.

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If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also

Matt 5:39

This specifically refers to a hand striking the side of a person’s face, tells quite a different story when placed in it’s proper historical context. In Jesus’s time, striking someone of a lower class ( a servant) with the back of the hand was used to assert authority and dominance. If the persecuted person “turned the other cheek,” the discipliner was faced with a dilemma. The left hand was used for unclean purposes, so a back-hand strike on the opposite cheek would not be performed. Another alternative would be a slap with the open hand as a challenge or to punch the person, but this was seen as a statement of equality. Thus, by turning the other cheek the persecuted was in effect putting an end to the behavior or if the slapping continued the person would lawfully be deemed equal and have to be released as a servant/slave.   

(via thefullnessofthefaith)

THAT makes a lot more sense, now, thank you. 

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I can attest to the original poster’s comments. A few years back I took an intensive seminar on faith-based progressive activism, and we spent an entire unit discussing how many of Jesus’ instructions and stories were performative protests designed to shed light on and ridicule the oppressions of that time period as a way to emphasize the absurdity of the social hierarchy and give people the will and motivation to make changes for a more free and equal society.

For example, the next verse (Matthew 5:40) states “And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well.” In that time period, men traditionally wore a shirt and a coat-like garment as their daily wear. To sue someone for their shirt was to put them in their place - suing was generally only performed to take care of outstanding debts, and to be sued for one’s shirt meant that the person was so destitute the only valuable thing they could repay with was their own clothing. However, many cultures at that time (including Hebrew peoples) had prohibitions bordering on taboo against public nudity, so for a sued man to surrender both his shirt and his coat was to turn the system on its head and symbolically state, in a very public forum, that “I have no money with which to repay this person, but they are so insistent on taking advantage of my poverty that I am leaving this hearing buck-ass naked. His greed is the cause of a shameful public spectacle.”

All of a sudden an action of power (suing someone for their shirt) becomes a powerful symbol of subversion and mockery, as the suing patron either accepts the coat (and therefore full responsibility as the cause of the other man’s shameful display) or desperately chases the protester around trying to return his clothes to him, making a fool of himself in front of his peers and the entire gathered community.

Additionally, the next verse (Matthew 5:41; “If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles.”) was a big middle finger to the Romans who had taken over Judea and were not seen as legitimate authority by the majority of the population there. Roman law stated that a centurion on the march could require a Jew (and possibly other civilians as well, although I don’t remember explicitly) to carry his pack at any time and for any reason for one mile along the road (and because of the importance of the Roman highway system in maintaining rule over the expansive empire, the roads tended to be very well ordered and marked), however hecould not require any service beyond the next mile marker. For a Jewish civilian to carry a centurion’s pack for an entire second mile was a way to subvert the authority of the occupying forces. If the civilian wouldn’t give the pack back at the end of the first mile, the centurion would either have to forcibly take it back or report the civilian to his commanding officer (both of which would result in discipline being taken against the soldier for breaking Roman law) or wait until the civilian volunteered to return the pack, giving the Judean native implicit power over the occupying Roman and completely subverting the power structure of the Empire. Can you imagine how demoralizing that must have been for the highly ordered Roman armies that patrolled the region?

Jesus was a pacifist, but his teachings were in no way passive. There’s a reason he was practically considered a terrorist by the reigning powers, and it wasn’t because he healed the sick and fed the hungry.

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Adrianne Haslet-Davis dances again for the first time since the Boston terrorist attack last year. 

When the bombs went off at the Boston Marathon finish line, Adrianne Haslet-Davis lost the lower half of her left leg in the explosion. She’s a ballroom dance teacher, and she assumed she would never dance again. With most prosthetics, she wouldn’t.

But Hugh Herr, of the MIT Media Lab, wanted to find a way to help her. He created a bionic limb specifically for dancers, studying the way they move and adapting the limb to fit their motion. (He explains how he did it here.)

At TED2014, Adrianne danced for the first time since the attack, wearing the bionic limb that Hugh created for her.  

Hugh says, “It was 3.5 seconds between the bomb blasts in the Boston terrorist attack. In 3.5 seconds, the criminals and cowards took Adrianne off the dance floor. In 200 days, we put her back. We will not be intimidated, brought down, diminished, conquered or stopped by acts of violence.”

Amen to that, Hugh. 

Watch the full talk and performance here »






can she just get an award or something

I reblog this whenever it pops up on my dash.

So many directions she could have gone with this joke…out of infinite possibilities…she picked the best possible direction.

I still can’t believe her mom helped. I would be like no I am not helping you wear fruit and nothing else on YouTube.

(Source: aryanstark, via ktobermanns)


I didn’t get to shoot a lot of the show, but here are a handful of performance shots from last weeks Nerdlesque Festival at Webster Hall.

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#regram from @ginnynightshade , my hell raising girlfriend - I died in the Midway basement and came back to life as a sexy zombie dude. #bostonburlesque #prpp #punkrock #looknice #drag #dragking #zombies #creeps

#regram from @ginnynightshade , my hell raising girlfriend - I died in the Midway basement and came back to life as a sexy zombie dude. #bostonburlesque #prpp #punkrock #looknice #drag #dragking #zombies #creeps

Artist Trev Stair made us a Dr. Sketchy’s Boston flyer! And the chapter has a FB page now too! Go “like” us please.

Artist Trev Stair made us a Dr. Sketchy’s Boston flyer! And the chapter has a FB page now too! Go “like” us please.

Nerdlesque Matters, Ya Nerds!

A brief smattering of thoughts following a blissful weekend of naked nerdery (aka The First EVER International Nerdlesque Festival) …

I know there are some neo-burlesque and performance artists who take umbrage with the category of “Nerdlesque.” They wonder why it is that we’re stripping out of other peoples’ characters instead of creating our own (note: lots of great Nerdlesque routines feature totally new ideas or takes on nerdy tropes rather than established and recognizable branded characters). And I totally get that critique and where it comes from, especially when it comes from the mouth of someone who sees themselves as a true artist and originator. In the end, however, I would argue that the criticism mistakes a perceived lack of originality for lack in quality.

But Nerdlesque – if it must be split out (and like Dangrrr Doll, I don’t think it does) fulfills an incredibly important function in the neo-burlesque movement: the subverting and reframing of pop culture narratives that reinforce patriarchal norms. To be able to do this, whether the performer even intends to or not, requires a large amount of creative dexterity on the part of that performer.

The nerdy stories and characters that so many of us love – really love and embrace and hold dear – are, often, not created with *us* in mind. Rather they are targeted for the same audience that most pop culture goes after: straight white dudes (don’t worry straight white dudes, you can read and love this too).

I love Nerdlesque – I create Nerdlesque – because it fulfills an important function in reframing, retargeting, and restructuring narratives that are traditionally framed for the male gaze.

In spite of this, these stories and characters are so profoundly and deeply held and important to so many of the geeky ecdysiasts I know. Hell, I would NEVER have made it through a childhood filled with violent bullying if I didn’t have comics, videogames, and fantasy novels to escape to. In fact I think my really sweet GI Joe collection, and the even sweeter Master Splinter action figure I carried in my pocket, saved me from an ass whooping on more than one occasion.**

There’s POWER – tremendous power – in dismantling and reframing these stories so that we can see ourselves in them, or so that we can safely poke fun and truly satirize them. 

I love seeing women get the upper hand in the reinvented Nerdlesque narrative. I love genderswapped Nerdlesque (I mean, did you SEE LeeLando Calrissian and Betty Quirk on Friday night? AAH, all the feelings! RIGHT?). Or routines like Helen of Tronna and Loretta Jean’s Sailor Moon act that puts the emphasis back on the source material and moves it away from the watered down de-sexed material we see in the US (and does it in a super fun, sexy, way).

And it’s beautiful that we get to reframe these things and make these stories truly ours (or even “correct them”) with our bodies. Nerdlesque celebrates body diversity in a way that pop culture does not. I am a fan of burlesque because it drives home the point that everybody and every body is beautiful.

I also think of those of us who may have dealt with messages about our bodies being “not hot” enough, or “too hot,” or “too” anything and how using those bodies holds a giant middle finger up to ever person and system that has reinforced that.  When Nerdlesque takes the tropes of pop-geekdom and recasts them with regular bodies while amping up the sex appeal through sheer brilliance, tease, comedy, and story, it elevates the art it’s paying homage to.

Moreover, how many of us participate in geek culture and fandom while dealing with subtle (or sometimes explicit) messages that we’re not welcome. I make my living as a content creator for and critic of “geek culture” (secret, reveal, I’m talking about the “other me” that shares Allix’s body). I spend my days catering to the geek masses and yet I can not even begin to describe the number of times that I’ve been accused of fakery, of posturing, of “doing it for attention,” and I’m (muggle-alter-ego me) fairly visible. Given this it’s fair to surmise that most of the mega nerds I know through burlesque have experienced the same. And Nerdlesque is one giant, brilliant, answer to that faux-outrage.

I can’t think of anything more diehard, more perfectly, obsessively, geeky, than recreating point for point your favorite character’s costume, and then building a three minute story around their cannon, and sneaking in Easter Eggs for other diehards, while still making your number accessible to a main stream burlesque audience. DAMN, that’s a hell of a lot of stuff.

I am thankful to burlesque as an art form, in all of its varied forms, be they Nerdlesque, queerlesque, gorelesque, creeplesque, bizarroburlesque, or any sub-genre I haven’t specified yet, for giving me a place to tell the stories I want to tell. For giving me a space to create stories that well match the audience I’m trying to reach and subvert the norms that hold back the mediums I love.  And because Nerdlesque can do this - and do it really well - it belongs right up on the same stages as classic and pageant burlesque.


I have a lot of things to say about Nerdlesque, about geekdom, about community. And even more to say about the act that I brought to Nerdlesque Fest and how it’s evolution pairs with my burlesque career. But this is a solid start for now.  There will be more …

***True story, Splinter was kind of like my security blanket and one time when the boys who bullied me were coming for me I threw him as high as I could, into the branches of a birch tree, to “protect him” from them. My dad was nice enough to fetch him later.

Applications are LIVE for Alternatease: The New England Neo-Burlesque Festival! This happens right in my backyard / adopted hometown and is a celebration of beautiful, bizarre, and bodacious, weirdos from all over the place. Nothing is too weird for this show! Deadline is May 1 - apply here:

Applications are LIVE for Alternatease: The New England Neo-Burlesque Festival! This happens right in my backyard / adopted hometown and is a celebration of beautiful, bizarre, and bodacious, weirdos from all over the place. Nothing is too weird for this show! Deadline is May 1 - apply here: